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Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Where realization takes place Sometimes, I think, I do enjoy school. I enjoy learning things, I enjoy the mental clockwork of thinking and pondering of things. But I think, I don't like school. Maybe only Pathology. Maybe it's just only the lecturer. 3 days into the new sem and I think I'm going mad. I set myself in clockwork routine, plan my time so little minutes are wasted. And here the problem lies, a little disruption will kill me inside out. I need to stop thinking about all those expectations listed out to me. I need to give myself some spare, I need to learn to live like a 19-yo. I think my life revolves ard school and home and it stops there and there. It revolves ard my family, the few girls at school, jx and it's just them and them. I don't like it, but I don't like change so I stick to it. I tear and tear very easily these days. Talk to me about uni and I'll leave thinking I'm a failure never going to get into uni. Ask jx to tell me abt NS, I'll tear under my blanket. I don't know what's good for me anymore. Sometimes I really wish I could poof and disappear, maybe life for everyone out there will be better. 5:19 PM
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