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PRIS ♥
My name's Prissy.
My world comes together with rainbows and everlasting sunshine.
Billy's my white horse and Friends are my company.
Pink is not my thing because I've got too many sweets in my life.



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Saturday, March 27, 2010


ily, imu


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HAPPY 19TH, BEST PARTNER! :)
Hope you enjoyed your day, and love the present :D

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10:19 PM

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Hahaha, finally not rotting at home this week!!

Tues: Met up with Lynette and Candy to get Evon's present :) then went to meet best partner and buddy at outram before heading to Vivo. Queued for free cone with buddy, buddy-in-law and seow. Had strawberry cheesecake yumsyums. Sat at the rooftop talking about random stuffs! Saw the ah-looi and ka-chiaoed her. Nomsnoms at ThaiExpress. Homed after that! Happy day! felt like the previous times :D


Wed: Met up with Debbie at CityHall to pass her her clothes and get our stuff from AE. Ended up AE miscounted stocks and didn have the flutter sleeves top for Debbie and Yuen :( But at least i got to meet Debs haha.

Thurs: Trained to Bouna, waited for Yuen, 95-ed to NUS, A1-ed to Biz block. Flipped and searched through the stacks of AE pretty clothes in search for Debbie's shopping list, but she got nothing, while i got myself a dress and a top! wahahahaha.
Lunched and went for Badminton with Eli, Yuen, Fiona. Had much fun playing hahahahahaha. and new friend Gary drove us hommmmeeeeeeee!! :D weepeepee!! :P


AE Shirt Dress in White

The material and cut is damn awesome!! really!! Can tuck into shorts/pants or wear with leggings muahahahhas. I'm getting the Navy one from BO yayyyyyys!!


AE Audrina Dress/AE Alice Halter Top

I dug through the piles of clothes to get these 2!! Almost didn get Audrina, coz i only saw the white one. So once i saw the blackk piece i grabbed it hahaha. The chiffon felt rather weak, and the straps abit loose, and the chiffon is rather much longer than inner lining, but i still like the contrast of the straps and how the whole dress looks!! damn pretty weeee. Can wear for next family dinner :D
Material of Alice top is damn bloody awesome!! comfy like crazyyyy!! and the colour is omglove! but i swear the button closure behind is damn troublesome!! :( but i likeeeees!!
So glad i got both of them, at a price slightly lower than up. heeeee



sometimes i really wish that my parents can be more contented with my results instead of trying to put me down by saying i can do better. Nothing is ever enough for them, really. I used to be like them, but then i wasn happy. Now i study at my own pace, set my own goals, and i'm much more happier ain't I? I understand the rationale behind it, but is that really necessary?




The chase was all that mattered and once the chase was over he realized that I wasn’t anything special. But I already knew that. - Sarah Dessen




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10:00 PM

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Not the usual kind of skin that i normally use. But i really need something like that in these times.

I need you to be that sunshine now and forever


I'm taking my break from this emotional turmoil. Not strong at all.
2:22 PM

Saturday, March 20, 2010

I keep my phone close to me in hope I would receive your msg. I stay online in hope you would initiate a convo. But it's nothing but pure hope.I no longer know what I should do to mend the gap I have created.
3 months or 3 days? I no longer know if I can get past every night. Horrible scenarios haunt my sleep, the tears won't stop falling. Oh god, please tell me where I should go from here.

if you ever read this, drop me a msg or a call
i miss you too much


I'm swearing off relationships after this episode is over. It's too much for me to handle

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11:36 PM

Friday, March 19, 2010

Daddy said I shouldn't do it if I'm not willing.
Best partner says I should learn to say no.
Loser says to be harsh.
You know I'm tired of this, please leave me alone. If I had known I'll have to undergo such irritance and distraught, I would not have started on it. I've nv wanted to in the first place. I'm sorry, I'm not as noble as I seem to be.

I'm too weak. Too insecure. Too sticky. For my own happiness. If I had known, I wouldn't have let all these happen. I ruined my smile with my own hands. I'm sorry
11:14 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Today has been looking at pictures of clothes, clothes and more clothes. Helped collage the pictures. Shoulder ache now ROARS.

The postman came twice today!! once with my BC normal mail loots, another time with my HH reg loots. haha. the postman was laughing at me haha


HH loots.

(left to right)
Puff Sleeves Top in Black: Material's comfy but slightly stiff. I super love the V-neck!! :DDDD But too bad i dont like puff sleeves, otherwise i'd be so tempted to get one for myself!! :P

M-mesh Top in Fuschia / White: Super comfy material!! Love it damn alotttt!! It's going to be my fav top!! but its slightly loost and exposes my bra if i wear the m-shape in front :x Shall let eli decide which colour for her and myself.

Asymmetrical Sleeves Top: The stiff material again :x but i super lovve the top as a whole la!! the cutting is damn fab!! :DDDDD


BC loots

(left to right)
Casual Spag Top in Navy: I was super tempted and in love with this ok!! The material is damn awesome comfy!! the cutting's really casual!! Lucky Debs la!!

3/4 Sleeves in Pink: The material is super comfy!! Colour's rather unique too!! :P

Chiffon Mini in Deep Purple: The purple is damn pretty!! and its slightly longer this time, so i'm glad that my own cobalt blue one isn like that!! :P


Out of all those, only 2 is mineeee!! hahaha. The asymmetrical sleeves top and one of the m-mesh!! haha. the rest belongs to eli, yuen and debbie! hehhehheh


Took the chance to pack the messiest part of my wardrobe - the bnib portion!! haha
and i present to you the neatest I can go,



The 2 paper bags at the left hand side belongs to Debbie and Eli + Yuen! haha. Then you see my 2 new pretty-coloured undergarments, purple and turquoise! hahahahaha.
Then i packed my bnib loots into different piles!! There's the dress pile, Spag+vest pile, tops pile, formal shirts pile! hahaha
And i did my bnib stock count:

1 Vest
3 Formal Shirts
3 Dresses
4 Spags
5 Tops

and i still have AE shirt dress, AE grecian top, TTR knit top coming in! that means,

1 Vest
4 Formal Shirts
3 Dresses
5 Spags
6 Tops

HAHAHAHHAA. I'll go crazyyyy!! and i show no sign of stopping online shopping :P


That being said, I had a good time counting how much ppl owe me!! muahahahhahahaha.


Ok, i'm going to talk to loser, then sleep!! :)


I ain't that good for you to play you

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8:42 PM

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

The inter-twisting of events has left me with a twisting headache. There're so many things that i have to think about.



Of Education


I used to be very insistent on going to aussie for my degree. But after last sat at NUS's open house, i have no idea why i didn feel like going to aussie anymore. Maybe it was my aunt's brainwashing that i should do well and stay in NUS's hostel with clara. Maybe it was all the advantages the lecturers gave for a s'pore education. Maybe it was just me waking up to the huge sum of money needed for mummy and daddy to send me to aussie.

That being decided, i still have to think about what degree i want to pursue. medicine and dentistry seems so impossible. Double Degree in Biomed & TCM seems rather impossible too. Nursing? Biological Sciences? I really have no idea. Its kindda disturbing for my puny mind to think about so much when my grad is still 1 year away. I seriously have no idea what to do.



Of Relationships




"I’m not sure what to do about you. The feeling has never stopped. I’ve always wanted to be with you, and I’ve always had a thing for you. It fades in and out but never really goes away. I can sit in a room and stare at you, and enjoy myself. We talk, but really, you don’t have to say anything at all. I’ve always thought it would all just fall into place at the right time. I don’t understand you. Yet, being with you just makes sense to me."
-eletheowl

That probably sums up what i'm feeling now and what i've been feeling for the past months. The longer it drags, the more tired i am, the more insecure i get, the more weird things i will do and say. i think i am reaching that undesirable peak soon where i will start going downhill till i lose my heart. I don't want to reach that peak so soon, but i'm feeling really tired, i've teared till i've got no more tears. I no longer know what i can do. I no longer know what i want.


That aside, I'm still super glad for the people I have around me. There's loser who is always there to listen to my ultra nonsense, to make sure i don't think so much. Then i have eli and yuen to distract me when i need distraction. Then there is best partner and shan to disturb me when i need to escape from other things.


Of Outings & shopping


I really need another outing with them again!! The 3 of us have been spending like crazyy, esp eli and I. Have been buying online with them like madness wahaha.

Met elieli on Sunday for shopping at Orchard. 313 had nothing for us, except yummy food at Handburger! omg i want that lychee mint crush again! Finally got my Maybelline eyeliner and my white Cotton On shorts :D

Then there's the Sungei Buloh outing yest with some of the scholars. omg i was the mosquitoes feeding site ok!! coz i was wearing shorts, and i didn put mosquito repellent. hahaha. we saw spiders and monitor lizards upclose yucks :x and i didn expect myself to be quite close to amanda, and some of the junior scholars. then off we went to NUS Science canteen. met with elieli for lunch too! Raffles Musuem was omg disgusting and gave me the shivers. Real life dead animal species were horrifying, put in the aircon, i was trying to control the churning of my lunch. :x Rushed off to look for best partner and buddy at the bus stop, talked and caught my bus home, before going to dear's hse for photos.

I super need Debs to come back from tw sooon!! need someone to talk to me, control my spending!! hahas. and i realised that AE's bazaar is like next week, i thought it was this week! :( now i don't know if i should still go down next week. shall ask debs to go down with me in case eli and yuen aren't free.

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what a long post. shall go bathe and await dinner and AE launch :P


smiling is everything. that's not me

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3:29 PM

Saturday, March 13, 2010

I need to wake up early to go for nus open hse with Clara tml, but somehow I cnt fall asleep now though I can feel my brain shutting down..

Met with eli and yuen tdy:) went to it fair to get printer ink with eli while waiting for the frog and the movie to start.. Failed to find joeee and talk to loser..
Alice in wonderland 3d was rather ok.. Didn concentrate much of I was too busy making sure our smuggled food don't drop.. I doubt I'll be watching any 3d show In near future.. Not very worth the extra cost.. The glasses gave me a slight headache :( but the plot was rather alrights :)
random walk ard before nuaing at xinwang Taiwan cafe! Yuenn took lots of random photos can! Damn paparazzi!! Yummy food but ended up too full..
Strolled to esplanade to return my book.. Stopped somewhere to listen to performance and yuennny got hounded by someone to do survey hahaha :P ended up along the river taking random photos, talking random stuff, laughing at random stuff..

Awesome day! Cnt wait to town with them on Sunday again!! :D


my wp is updated once again, for those who know where it is

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12:56 AM

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

something is telling someone that you still love them.
something is being able to wake up at 10am and have no worries.
something is the rain stopping once you step out of the house.
something is meeting beloved friends for lunch.
something is talking about random things with your best friends.
something is shopping around for your dad's present.
something is buying a highly raved product.
something is buying yummy cake for your dad's birthday.
something is going home to see a parcel for you.
something is trying on a pretty dress.


HVV Eyelet Cut-out Day Frock in Deep Berry


super awesome material! super awesome colour! super awesome details! only that zip at the side that's a problem. gonna see if i can remove it muahahahhaa. cannot wait to wear it out!! with the 2 pretty belts i bought! :D


BED TIMEEEE


you're that something that makes me smile, that something that i yearn for in my life

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10:22 PM

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

at the rate my appetite is ruling my life, i'll balloon up in no time :( been weighing myself over and over again to make sure i maintain my weight, coz any decrease will spark naggings, while any increase will spark comments. sighs, life's bad


am tearing my hair out trying to learn those chimologies for the it show starting thrus. such a torture T.T i'm hoping i'll get a staff discount so i can get a new lappie :P

am in desperate need of a tanning session to even out my horrible tan lines i.e a straight line across my arm seperating them into tanned-and-fair. omgly gross :O i see no signs of peeling, means my tan is there to stay O.o woohooo, i won't be that ghostly person anymore.

love being on good terms with moms, coz it means i can talk to her abt everything. and it also means compromises. sighs. 2 purchases online every month, so as to save money for aussie. aussie's my dream, so i'm willing to do anything to fly myself there to mug my big fat ass off.

talking about online, i cnt wait for my eyelet dress and belts to comeee! debs praising it like crazy and i so want mine nowwww!! was anticipating the post man the whole morning :(

oh and someone was telling me that, the very thing that can spoil a friendship is money and jealousy. that with what secret moms told me made me make my decision. ah wells.


super random post. the gossipers, sillysmelly are all not available for me to talk to. i shall go slp.
so super happy that i'm gonna meet shanshine for lunchhie tml before my appt :D
10:41 PM

Monday, March 1, 2010

If i am allowed 3 wishes this week, they would be:


1. A successful interview tomorrow, so that i can get the job and not grow fat at home ><

2. A awesome time at chalet come wed-fri :D

3. A brainwave to kickstart the magic with dear :)

and a greedy silent wish



I cannot believe i actually stepped into that clinic to apply for the job. I've nv done such things before. The things i do to earn money for my own expenses tsk. To the extent of going for the dreaded interview tml :( i need like confidence booster.



Shall go back to my show, and leave you with a pic from the disappointing buffet dinner on sat.


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2:06 PM
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