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PRIS ♥My name's Prissy. My world comes together with rainbows and everlasting sunshine. Billy's my white horse and Friends are my company. Pink is not my thing because I've got too many sweets in my life. |
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PRIS ♥My name's Prissy. My world comes together with rainbows and everlasting sunshine. Billy's my white horse and Friends are my company. Pink is not my thing because I've got too many sweets in my life. |
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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Home is where I'm not I hate crying over domestic matters. Getting home, with a black face, after a long day at work, doesn mean whatever that happened is my fault. Doesn't mean that me keeping quiet means I acknowledge whatever was being said. Just slamming my lunchbox on the table doesn mean he gets the right to throw and spoil my lunchbox. Doesn work that she can assume that I fucked up my papers that's why I'm in a bad mood. I'm tired yknow. They say their work is tiring and I should help out with chores, but ain't my attachment as tiring? Is money the differentiating factor? I'm not allowed to throw my temper at home, but they can? All bullshit. My brother speaks first and everything he says is correct? All bullshit. I merely wanted to get home to bathe and take a rest, and I had to be forced to wait for transport home. And look who threw his tantrum first by threatening to slap me first. Hey brother, you being a guy doesn give you all the right to threaten me that way. And I swear, my mood just dipped further when I heard my mum say that I must have fucked up my papers. Seriously, is results everything? It's all because of them that I've become so results-orientated that I no longer enjoy the process of studying until these years, which I've lost again. Really, what is enough for them. Why as a daughter, I never feel good enough for them. Everytime I try my best, isn enough. Can someone tell me? What is ever enough for them? 1:39 AM
Sunday, June 27, 2010
case studies, bejeweled, case studies, bejeweled, dead laptop, case studies, powerpoint, dear's laptop, Robinsons expo sale, medicated acne set, nanny work, case studies, work, case studies, work case studies Hello to repetitive life! (: I'm honestly quite looking forward to go back to work coz it keeps me occupied, instead of having turbulent emotions. ah welllls, and i'm quite eggcited about the new lappie i'm going to get.. yes, i decided to get a new lappie now, coz i still can get new lappie at SP price haha and so much for not getting anything in town last week, i bought 2 tops and a cardi online within a week. I'm awesome! I'm hoping they'll be pretty!! :D Alright, time to bejewel again! Labels: weekly 8:27 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2010
should i? or should i not? 韦礼安 - 慢慢等 (全新编曲) 作词：韦礼安 作曲：韦礼安 你终究占据了我的心房 我终於知道什麽叫做疯狂 因 为你我不再怕黑暗 想着你让我更加勇敢 你说你害怕曾经受过的伤 过去发生的情节让你迷惘 害怕 重演 在你身上 却步 让你失去了方向 或许我没资格说什麽 (有谁不会害怕呢) 但我知道我会 愿意等 (你相信我的时候) 我会慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 等 上线 的铃声 慢慢等 等到我都睡着了 耐心等只为了心动那一刻 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢 慢等 慢慢等 等红灯 变绿灯 慢慢等 当你突然觉得冷 我会握着温暖 在这里等着 你说你害怕 曾经受过的伤 过去发生的情节让你迷惘 害怕重演 在你身上 却步 让你失去了方向 但我知道我 会愿意等 或许我没资格说什麽 (有谁不会害怕呢) (你相信我的时候) 我会慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 等上线 的铃声 慢慢等 等到我都睡着了 耐心等只为了心动那一刻 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 等红灯 变绿灯 慢慢等 当你突然觉得冷 我 会握着温暖 在这里等着 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 等上线 的铃声 慢慢等 等到我都睡着了 耐心等只为了心动那一刻 慢慢等 当你突然觉得冷 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢 慢等 慢慢等 等红灯 变绿灯 我会握着温暖 在这里等着 慢慢等 当你突然觉得冷 我会握着温 暖 在这里等着 Labels: lyrics 12:34 AM
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Love is not a feeling, it’s an ability. It’s not like I intended on this.. falling for you again. It’s not like I want it. All you do is break me, but when I see you, it’s like I forget all that. I forget about the heart you’ve shattered so many times and forget all of the pain I went through.. just for the chance of you holding me again. I miss you. I don’t know exactly why I do, but I miss you. I need super alot of salonpas tonight!! I've got aching shoulders from sitting in front of my lappie from 10am - 1am everyday o.0 most of the time i'm doing nonsense la.. being distracted from doing my case studies, but that's me! The only time I don't get distracted easily is like when I'm doing drills way back in tk. hahahaha. But haha, I'm feeling quite proud of myself such that I'm forcing myself to at least finish my case studies before sch reopens so i get the time to do editing and draw the pictures required (which is quite alot). Such a big diff from last sem haha. trip's cancelled! OH, I v miraculously lost my bet with ted and jessie last night! I got a shock when i saw the window pop up and was ultramega pissed at 1 point because he proved what I've alws known. But it was all well after that. I guess i can nv be mad at him for that long. So much for wanting to you know, be strong, ignore. I guess he really has the ability to just unravel all that, that silly boy. Grrrrr No doubt he allowed me to have a really good night's slp, but really, how long will that last again? ok, too much verbal diarrhoea and it's back to work!! =) /edit: sometimes, i really rather not have any hope than a tint of hope that disappears as suddenly as it appeared. Labels: eletheowl, jessie, sillysmelly, t.e.d 3:20 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
是否，这次你真的要离开我 不同的人在你的心中一定有不一样的地位 而当有一天，你发现那重要的他变了， 而当有一天，你发现一切都不一样了， 你又会怎么做？ 继续希望他有一天会回来？还是放弃一切，从新开始？ 但付出了一切，就这样放弃值得吗？ 有时真的会想，是我付出太少，还是付出太多? 是我的错，还是他的错？ 有时真的会觉得自己好笨，总是学不会， 学不会如何爱一个人，学不会如何保护自己。 我几时才会学会不把期望放得太高， 我几时才会学会不让自己受伤。 是时候了， 是时候把心锁起来， 才不会再受伤了。 9:54 PM
Monday, June 21, 2010
14th-20th June EPS case study. town with cousins. Crying dreams. Everything with Fries. ISD trip. Charles & Keith Sandals. Cityhall with dear. Swensons 1-for-1 lunch. Nutty Mighty at T2. Father's day dinner at ThaiPan. Town with love. Shodoku Pasta. Suzi Skies in Pryness toenails. Pathetic shopping trips. River Island wallet lemming. Never-shop-in-heels-unless-i-want-to-kill-myself. Massive whams :( Ting-Er-Duo. Case Studies. Stop-thinking-about-nonsense. Case Studies. Stay-strong. Case Studies. Case Studies. Case Studies. Echo Powerpoint. Case studies Case Studies. Prepare for back-to-work. I'm giving myself today off (i know i've been giving myself so many offdays but i really need one today) to settle my wandering mind down so i can concentrate on case studies =.- Sometimes i hate my life. But i've still got to live it. So i should enjoy it. Labels: weekly 10:57 AM
Saturday, June 19, 2010
what about the promise to my wish? 梁文音 - 三个愿望 作词:姚若龙 作曲:陈小霞 你开始会计划未来了 那恋人正拿我看心灵的存折 像火星的脾气少很多 很忙 也会记得抽空练完 你做的事我都看见了 所以抱你你的时候眼里红红的 就算你有时候会犯错 怎么想都在不开心什么 你答应送我三个愿望 第一个希望你能健康开朗 第二个希望我能更懂体谅 第三个希望我们永远有话讲 其实我不用三个愿望 每一天都有感动值得收藏 每一夜天使陪我祈祷仰望 每滴泪都被你的魔法 变阳光 因为很爱 所以会想通 不再去坚持己见让彼此难过 当感情很稳定 很浓厚 退让 也会有种甜蜜感受 你答应送我三个愿望 第一个希望你能健康开朗 第二个希望我能更懂体谅 第三个希望我们永远有话讲 其实我不用三个愿望 每一天都有感动值得收藏 每一夜天使陪我祈祷仰望 每滴泪都被你的魔法 变阳光 感谢我们的爱情没有翅膀 一步步走在往幸福的路上 再用足够时间好好欣赏 让开心春夏秋冬四季的风光 其实我不用三个愿望 每一天都有感动值得收藏 每一夜天使陪我祈祷仰望 每滴泪都被你的魔法 变阳光 Labels: lyrics 11:47 PM
I don't want to love, anymore What I know is that I love you with all that I have and if that’s not enough then I’m sorry my love and my heart isn’t enough, then I’m sorry I’m not enough for you I know i'm not myself when all i can think of is food in the form of ice cream, chocolates, anything sweet and fattening. I know i'm not myself when all i can do when i step into a shop is to criticise everything i touch and leave town with nothing at all. I know i'm not myself when all i can react to the songs that once made me cry is to stare with a blank mind. I know i'm not myself when all i can remember of the dream the night before is that i cried. I've been feeling dead these days. I no longer feel myself. I feel so tired every day and every night. I've thought things over and over and over till i no longer know what i want exactly. At times, i really want to just hide in bed and cry all those silly things out but no tears fall and i feel so cooped i cannot breathe. I've been feeling like a total bitch these days that i've blocked many people on my msn, and have been appearing offline so i can save the trouble of being a bitch to anyone. Many past memories have been flooding my mind that there are some places i really want to avoid. I feel all the changes i've made, because he told me so, fading away. I don't know how long more i can hold on to this. If my heart had a brain and a mouth, i bet it'd tell me that it's so scarred that it no longer wants to love. But here, i am struggling to keep my feeling afloat till the dateline i gave myself. I'm not desperate for him, this i'm sure, i just want to know if all i've done has been nothing to him. I can recall no happy memories, only the nasty bitter ones he left me. Had i known all these would happen, i wouldn't have put myself into this situation, because from day 1, everything had changed. Or maybe, i shouldn't have hung on so tightly to the words he said. Or maybe, i'm just what he hates - weak. Because the ultimate lesson learnt thru all these - the more you put in into any relationship, the more you tend to lose. Labels: eletheowl 11:22 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
The heart knows when the search is over  -runawaytrain- Labels: runawaytrain 10:30 PM
Monday, June 14, 2010
situational 好朋友 - 罗志祥 作曲：Kang Hyun Min 填詞：嚴云農 編曲：洪敬堯 像兩首節拍不同的歌 卻又同時被愛情合奏 旋律勉強著 愉快不能夠假裝快樂 你心中有寬闊的天空 但空氣好稀薄 曾經以為等待會改變什麼 你總會屬於我 但是最後時間證明了 你只喜歡我＃ 你說我比較像你的好朋友 只是不小心擁抱著 你道歉 你難過 於是我給你笑容 誰在乎我的心 還會不會寂寞＊ 如果愛情是五線譜 我曾希望用全音符 吟唱出 愛上你 那完整的幸福 但你的心沒有耳朵 即使我為你唱著歌 你也只 看見我哭了 你說過我是你最好的朋友 卻不應該再擁抱著 你退縮 你冷漠 於是我放開雙手 不在乎我的心 會永遠的寂寞 Labels: lyrics 10:02 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2010
7th - 13th June internship week. cgh. banana yakult :O long walks. little red house seafood. ahma's birthday. It show. New red Iphone case. Haircut. ghostly talks. magnum gold. rocky road. night angsty-ness. yuenny talk :) sometimes i really feel that jx's a big determinant of my mood. it should stop! case studies. isd trip. shopping with cousins. meetup with eli & yuen. highwaist shorts. romper. basic tees. ban. swimming? eat less. i decided to do this weekly post. to reflect on my week and to plan for the coming week!! (: GOOD WEEK PEOPLE! (: Labels: weekly 9:27 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2010
i miss someone, someone really in my heart  i miss you boy
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Wednesday, June 9, 2010
the reason behind everything I decided to blog because i wanted to push the last post down. It reminds me of my weakness, something i don't want to think about at the moment. My enjoyment at internship increases by the day. Even though we're still not allowed to do much, at least i get to make myself useful. Tml's DSE & Inpt echo, which I'm quite looking forward to, Pris loves echo much, really (: And to end the day, the walk to the busstop is really therapeutic. I mean, as i walk, i think about the day, i think about me and people around me, i think about random happy things. I've cultivated a love for walking i guess ^^ I have this nagging, tugging feeling in my heart and brain. I don't know what it's all about, but know what, i'm going to think of it as a good thing coming to me (: Shall go get my dose of ice cream >< 8:42 PM
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
A photograph is memory in the raw - Carrie Latet              
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Monday, June 7, 2010
Dear Holidays  New Havaianas - Checked (: Sing K - Checked (: Kite-flying at Marina Barrage - Checked (: Return of Cert - Checked (: New Blogskin - Checked (: I've been awfully happy since post-exams and i'm proud of myself. Even though i broke my ban and lost my bet, i'm still happy (: sometimes things just cannot be forced, aren't they? ^^ Am gonna to indulge in my Magnum Gold and edit my piccies before i blog tml! (: tata~ 9:24 PM
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
是我还是你 I've a phobia of going to msn now. I'm afraid I'll break my own promise. I don't know if it's a good or bad thing to avoid all these. FML but heyyyy, I'm looking forward to fridayyyy! We're going to towntowntown on Friday!! (: buy my havis!! Then top-one on sat with hn!! Grocery shopping then probably stayover at hn's hse before kite-flying on Sunday with hn and bigone!! Flyflyfly everything away!! ((((: back to books!! 一直在你左右却不能拥有 9:02 PM
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
hello new heart i thought i'd blog while having brekkie so i can get down to task to do my revision. you know how, sometimes i feel blessed that i've got damn wonderful friends to be by my side when i'm ultra down. Loser is alws the first i head to, he's alws the one to make me feel like anything's the fault and lousy except me. Debbie's strict with me but im still super thankful for her coz she really keeps me rather sane sometimes, i feel happy whenever she tells me abt her and hec, it gives me hope that somewhere someplace, there's someone in love(: Jenny, who makes me feel like whatever i'm going thru isn the worst yet, makes me feel blessed. Jessie, who's alws there, feels for me, makes me smile with her random highness. Marcus, my ting er duo, spending the whole night talking to me, giving me alot of theories. I'm fine alr, i guess i really am. its cool down period and i'm really going to stick to what i promised myself. Not forgetting the bet with Marcus. haha i'll survive this period i'm v sure. ------------------------------------------- Big one is ord-ing now!! happy much for him!! i still rmb when he enlisted i was at CYA camp and i was msging him during lights out and he had a post specially for him on my old blog!! haha proud of my big one! (: ------------------------------------------ i'm off to do my revision alr. Cannot wait for friday to come. shopping, movie, dinner with the girls (: 9:27 AM
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