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It’s not like I intended on this.. falling for you again. It’s not like I want it. All you do is break me, but when I see you, it’s like I forget all that. I forget about the heart you’ve shattered so many times and forget all of the pain I went through.. just for the chance of you holding me again. I miss you. I don’t know exactly why I do, but I miss you.
-eletheowl

I need super alot of salonpas tonight!! I've got aching shoulders from sitting in front of my lappie from 10am - 1am everyday o.0 most of the time i'm doing nonsense la.. being distracted from doing my case studies, but that's me! The only time I don't get distracted easily is like when I'm doing drills way back in tk. hahahaha.
But haha, I'm feeling quite proud of myself such that I'm forcing myself to at least finish my case studies before sch reopens so i get the time to do editing and draw the pictures required (which is quite alot). Such a big diff from last sem haha.

trip's cancelled!

OH, I v miraculously lost my bet with ted and jessie last night! I got a shock when i saw the window pop up and was ultramega pissed at 1 point because he proved what I've alws known. But it was all well after that.
I guess i can nv be mad at him for that long. So much for wanting to you know, be strong, ignore. I guess he really has the ability to just unravel all that, that silly boy. Grrrrr
No doubt he allowed me to have a really good night's slp, but really, how long will that last again?

ok, too much verbal diarrhoea and it's back to work!! =)

/edit: sometimes, i really rather not have any hope than a tint of hope that disappears as suddenly as it appeared.