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PRIS ♥My name's Prissy. My world comes together with rainbows and everlasting sunshine. Billy's my white horse and Friends are my company. Pink is not my thing because I've got too many sweets in my life. |
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PRIS ♥My name's Prissy. My world comes together with rainbows and everlasting sunshine. Billy's my white horse and Friends are my company. Pink is not my thing because I've got too many sweets in my life. |
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Sunday, October 31, 2010
same old same new I'm getting used and numb to school already. Everyday is a clockwork motion and it ends just as clockwork. But this week's a better than the first. We had Wednesday off, then dinner at NN's on Thrusday, and dinner with the guys on Friday (: You have absolutely no idea how much I love Fridays at Simpang with the BBFs. They cheer me up alot with all their nonsense. And of course, the presence of the monster is a plain cheap thrill for me. You should have seen me when I received the msg asking if I wanted to dinner with them. If only, we could do this every Friday, I'd be willing to grow fat with all the prata bombs :D I finally headed back to my Saturday hideout with Eli yesterday and it's really, love. It beats staying at home being the lone mugger. (: Tomorrow's CG and I'm kindda glad that I can just get past the rest of the sem w/o bothering about it anymore. And its the long weekends this coming week, which means a break for me :D Shall get back to revising immuno for the etutorial later before going back to patho. rarrrr That sense of security, nothing but the best 12:59 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Life is all about finding out who you really are. First of all, know that you’re not alone. I don’t think there’s a person on this planet who has not, at one point or another, worn a mask to protect who they really are from a potentially difficult experience. The pressure of believing you’re the only one with this problem is half of what makes it seem so impossible to fix. The second step is figuring out what you’re so afraid of by revealing who you really are. It isn’t that you’re wearing a mask all the time, its that you’re putting it on in attempt to keep your therapist out. What you need to understand is that by letting that person in, they can get to the core of whatever else is bothering you. Just be straight up. Its hard, but once you break through that wall, the pressure you feel inside will lift, and you’ll probably cry out every single one of those tears ‘til all you can do is laugh to make up for it. That’s when you know you’ve done it. Be real, because a mask only fools people on the outside. Pretending to be someone you’re not takes a toll on the real you, and the real you is more important than anyone else. — Alex Gaskarth 8:43 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2010
too long a way more. It's only the first week of school and I'm dead tired. By the end of this term, I'll be a walking zombie. Its too much info, too much work, too much stress, too much expectations, too much feelings, too much people to face, too much everything everyday. But thankfully, I've got the girls with me. You have absolutely no idea how much I am thankful for them. I don't think I was so thankful last time with the other group of girls. So yes, I do appreciate them alot ♥ And there's Eli who sneaked me into the NUS library to mug, and let me disturb her while she webcast-ed. Shuhuan who listened to me go on and on about death and dying ♥ Of course, there's the evil monsterwho somehow manages to just make me smile inside, no matter how depressed I am outside ♥ I'll survive school, I know I can, I know I will. Because I want to let myself know I am strong, I can despite everything. And because, I want to graduate. My books, I ♥ You All!! :D haha Labels: weekly 10:01 PM
So very apt People’s bullshit and fakeness are the main reasons why I like to be alone. Labels: quotes 1:12 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Where realization takes place Sometimes, I think, I do enjoy school. I enjoy learning things, I enjoy the mental clockwork of thinking and pondering of things. But I think, I don't like school. Maybe only Pathology. Maybe it's just only the lecturer. 3 days into the new sem and I think I'm going mad. I set myself in clockwork routine, plan my time so little minutes are wasted. And here the problem lies, a little disruption will kill me inside out. I need to stop thinking about all those expectations listed out to me. I need to give myself some spare, I need to learn to live like a 19-yo. I think my life revolves ard school and home and it stops there and there. It revolves ard my family, the few girls at school, jx and it's just them and them. I don't like it, but I don't like change so I stick to it. I tear and tear very easily these days. Talk to me about uni and I'll leave thinking I'm a failure never going to get into uni. Ask jx to tell me abt NS, I'll tear under my blanket. I don't know what's good for me anymore. Sometimes I really wish I could poof and disappear, maybe life for everyone out there will be better. 5:19 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Mummy, it's over. I wanted to blog about my holiday, but I realized that I've got nothing to blog about. My 10-weeks holiday had been consumed up by the monster named Work. 8 weeks of work was more than enough to declare my holidays as gone. Let's see, I met up with dear, eli during the first week. For the next 8 weeks, I met dear three times for dinner, cardiac class for ptn once, 22 for dinner twice, the bbfs for late nights twice, eli for dinner once. And the last week, eli for minor shopping, hn & brose for singing, the bbfs for fishing. That was my holiday. Now it's back to sch, sch, sch ): 10:43 PM
Friday, October 15, 2010
snips  Just that I don't cut my hair so often. Labels: quotes 10:05 PM
Thursday, October 14, 2010
maybe, just maybe
The past is the past, Pris. No matter how happy it was then, it's time to look ahead. There might just be something like the past coming in your way, or even better. One day, I will really learn the ropes of being optimistic. I will, I must. Labels: quotes 10:20 AM
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Needs and the Wants What is it that I want? Daddy was telling me and bro that if we get GPA 4 next semester, he'll give us whatever we want. Then I asked myself, what is it that I want? Bro wanted an iPad, wanted a sponsorship for his driving liscence. I, didn't know what I wanted, or rather, I couldn't come up with something tangible. Yes, there are alot of things I want, just take a look at my lust-list. But are they that important to me? It's more a want than a need. I don't know what I need. Being need-less makes me idle, aimless. I take a look at me now. I have nothing going on, I don't need to wake up early to go to work, so I just force myself to sleep till late because it's not cool to wake up early during the holidays. I don't need to sleep early because I need to wake up early, and I stay awake every night, looking through useless things online, waiting for a reply from someone. I don't need to bother about my meals, because mummy and bro takes care of them for me. I bum at home everyday. Even daddy asks me how many steps I've walked in a day, because I'm so known for being a fat ass during the holidays. I can think about those nittygritty stuff, those useless stuff like how I'm going to work hard when school starts, how I'm going to prevent the cycles from happening, how I want to spend my birthday. But they're all things that I use to occupy myself, and they just disappear when I find something else to do. I may seem like I've got plans for my future, I could ask daddy to sponsor me to go overseas to study, but they're just part of the fanciful dreams I create for myself. I know, I won't survive overseas, I'll probably cry just 3 days into life there. I say, I want to take up nursing, I know, I'll come home complaining everyday about the dirty stuff I need to learn and do. I don't know what my life needs. I feel so aimless, or rather, my aims are so general they're so intangible. Don't judge me by how I carry myself on the outside. I may seem confident, I may seem I know where I want to head to, but I'm as weak as a little kid. I hide all my fears at home by acting like a crazy woman. I hide all my fears outside by just listening and not talking. I may show bits and pieces to different people, but no one knows the complete me. Even mummy doesn't, because I hide things from her too. Everything makes me feel so small, so tiny, like I shouldn't exist. Maybe it's mid-life crisis like ted says. I don't know. Maybe it's time for me to do some serious thinking. But then again, maybe I'll just leave this world tml. Labels: ramblings 10:20 AM
Sunday, October 10, 2010
bliss is love ♥    Food is always best with my elielieli (: It's bliss to just talk and stomach good food. I love my elielieli (: 7:47 PM
Saturday, October 9, 2010
BBFs I thought I'd blog about the wonderful night last night while the memories are still really fresh. I'm really-super-fromthebottomofmyheart grateful for this bunch of friends. They keep my life alive, they make me laugh till my throat gets sore, they make me so comfortable I forget I'm the only girl amongst them. Though I'd partially expected the surprise, but I still was surprised. More shocked than surprise actually. Even more thankful when I learned how it was all done. I totally did not expect the makings of this to be the way it was, with the inclusion of Quan Li! Although it was slight weird at first, I was secretly happy inside ok!! Like mega-happy! :D It's like one of my holiday wishes and it really came true!! The happenings of that night will always be etched inside my heart. The sound of the night, our laughters (and vulgarities) piercing through the quiet hawker centre, your teasing. Everything. They're officially my BestBoyFriends :D Sathish, Seow, Tong, Quan Li, Junxian ((: I really want US to be BBFs for a really long time. ♥ Thank you guys! ((: Labels: BBFs 10:08 AM
Saturday, October 2, 2010
turns you round and round i'm the one that wants to be with you. but deep inside, i hope you feel it too.. This's got to be the most exhausting week since holidays started. Emotionally I mean. Started the week really upbeat about the 2nd last week of work, complete with good food and more. Then, it started to decline the very next day, when I decided to give a try. It was still in check when I had subway dinner with dear, but the night started it all. Midweek was pit bottom I swear. I don't think I've ever cried so much, ever. I woke up crying, travelled to work crying, cried periodically at work, cried on the bus home, cried when I was home, cried to sleep. All I had that day was water, 2 subway cookies, and a piece of bread. Thrusday was similar but it stopped mid-day afterwhich I got my pay and become a little crazy. Then I realised something, made changes, and it picked up again. And I did something I didn't expect myself to do so early. Was really good to sleep without crying. Anddd yesterday was a gooood day (: Boss-es weren't in almost the whole day, so I could get a break from all the calling, and try to rush my work undisturbed. haha. Knocked off at 5 and rushed to vivo to get a cake for Seow. (Damn Breadtalk didn't accept NETs and I had to go all the way to the other end of Vivo to withdraw cash to pay, KNS). Trained down to Clarke Quay to meet the rest and headed to Liang Court to wait for the rest for dinner. We settled down at 6.30 but only started eating at 8+. awesome much? loads of time were spent waiting for the rest to arrive and my hunger pangs were gone by then haha. Anws, dinner was at Saizeriya. They've got acceptable food at wallet-friendly prices. Won't be the last time there (: Left at about 9+ to the riverside to talk. Parted with them at about 10+ I think. I really love this bunch of friends :D AND! it was SIMPANG SUPPER WITH THE USUALS AFTER THAT! :D We've been going on about this supper and finally, yesterday was the day! Everything's so convenient with Tong's car haha. Satisfied my cravings for prataaaaaaaa by ordering the Cheese and Onion prata with teh halia. Yummehs maxxxxx!! and you know what, the guys actually used FORK & SPOON to eat their prata while I used my hands!! HOW CAN!? I'm like the guy and they're the girls la!! But it was a damn good night, just sitting there and talking. I miss those times the few of us will got chill out somewhere. Homed about 1+ and slept at 3+ haha. Longlonglong time since I last slept so late. Mummy was shocked to learn that I was out till so late with only 3 guys haha. Longlonglong post. Shall go grab some munch and take a nap before ironing the clothes! :D Cnt wait for last week of work!! :D Thrus's eli-day ^^ imma gonna hold in there, and i hope you do too 12:44 PM
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