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PRIS ♥
My name's Prissy.
My world comes together with rainbows and everlasting sunshine.
Billy's my white horse and Friends are my company.
Pink is not my thing because I've got too many sweets in my life.



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Sunday, November 28, 2010

“So, does he make you laugh?” Every time I’m asked that question, I don’t know what they expect me to say. Should I say: “At least he doesn’t make me cry?” Or do they want to hear the truth? And how often do people ask and really want to hear a truthful answer anyway? It’s like asking “hey, how’re you?” Does anyone honestly want to hear how bad a day I have had thus far? But really, the truth is, he makes me laugh but he also makes me cry. More than you know or imagine. And it might be inconceivable to you why I would want to keep holding on. But I guess to me, love is a commitment. That every single day, I wake up and commit to choosing him again. Even in the moments we fight. Even when it’s 3am and I’ve had a long day and I’m still waiting by the phone. Even when he says things that I don’t understand and things that hurt me. Even when I know I’m not the only person that makes him happy. So my answer is yes, he makes me laugh and he makes me cry but he is my choice and if it’s enough for me, it should be more than enough for you.

-Whygodmadegirls

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10:15 PM

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Me wants a DSLR badly!!! ):
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Thursday, November 25, 2010


Yesterday, someone asked me why I was so sure that this is true love.
My reply: I don't know. I never felt like this before, and have never tried to give so much before. I'm leaving the rest to fate.


I think fate plays this very amusing yet important role in everything that happens. I mean, what governs that you'd meet him and her but not him and her? What makes you like him and not him?

And these days, I always feel that you cannot go against fate. It's like, you can do as much as you can, try as much as you want, but what fate has in store for you, that you cannot change. If it's fated that he won't love you, it's it.

So all you can do, is just try your best, in great hope that maybe fate has a candified-rainbow end for you.

And this is why, this time round, I've been giving so much, trying my best, hoping that maybe fate will be kind to me afterall.

And even if fate turns its back against me, I won't regret. Because, only when you've tried, will you not regret.


Take the chance, grab the opportunity, do that leap of faith.
I'll be there to catch you if you fall.

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6:02 PM

Sunday, November 21, 2010

hold my hand & we'll walk till the end


I remember talking to the boy about how much I like photography before. I like the feeling of capturing something beautiful behind the lenses. I like the feeling of enhancing the feelings of the photo. And because I love pretty photos, bro and I have been wanting a DSLR!! but we're both broke blokes, so we're still trying to saveeee for one. anyone wants to sponsor!? hahaha! :P


Look at the amount of food the BBFs ordered for dinner on Friday! & there were only 5 of us! like damn lots and I ate till I wanted to vomit! I swear the guys have got bottomless tummies! haha. And we got a ride back againn!! :D haha
I know I always say, but I still have to say that I love my BBFs :D they're the bestestbestest! ♥


timee to get back to work! ): I cannot wait for next week coz there's the walkathon with the BBFs ((:

i keep your warmth close to my heart

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6:51 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2010

I didn't come here to tell you that I can't live without you. I can live without you. I just don't want to.
- quote-book


How I really wish, I could be that happy girl I was on Friday. The girl who laughed non-stop. The girl who peeked at the cards of others' just to let my bestests win. The girl who got ferried to and from home. The girl who got stitches from laughing. The girl who could feel protected. The girl amongst the BBFs. The girl who was just so happy.



I got entrenched in this really horrible nightmare last night that got me up from my sleep, crying. So horrendous. Plus I haven't been having nightmares these 2 weeks, so this caught me off my guard. Plus I couldn't really msg the boy as I normally would do coz I didn't know when he'd be away from S'pore. Had to force myself back to sleep, not before I got another "day-dream". Scary alotttt.

& it got me thinking, after sososo many months, especially recent months, I've gotten so used to the boy's presence that I get disturbed by his absence, like today. Not good, but I could get used to it. Everytime I pray, I pray for us, just to give me a peace of mind. But oh wells, God will have his own ways to bring together and part everyone (:


Shall go do my stuff again and wait for his presence yet again (:

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4:42 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2010


I guess I'm more or less decided on my further education. I'm just going to pray that everything will just be fine. Sometimes, I've got to admit I'm one of those who wants to go with the flow, be together with my friends, but thinking about everything else, I think I probably cannot survive what the others can.

I've got to strive on my own dreams, make my own dreams work. So I'm really glad, even though I've got approval sometime back that mummy is supporting me in my decision. Now I've got to convince 奶奶 and 姑姑 that I really want to head in that direction. Afterall, they were the ones who didn't approve of it years back, that lead me to now.

Why would I need to account to 奶奶 and 姑姑 you may ask. Because simply put, they're the ones that brought me to where I am now. My 奶奶 and 姑姑 aren't that concerned about the rest of my cousins except me and my brother. They gave me a conducive environment to study for my O levels. They're the ones who took care of me when mummy was working. Almost every decision I make, I keep them in mind, because I don't want to disappoint them a second time the first being dropping out of jc. And the same goes with mummy.
Which is why this time, I'm dead hard on doing something I will like, because I know I need to excel in it.


I'm keeping this whole issue out of my head for now. Till time comes again.

I'll hang in there, because you told me so

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10:05 AM

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect, it means you decided to look beyond imperfections.
-QuotesnWhatNot


And imperfections makes me more determined to hang in there. Because I am strong, because when I'm strong, I'm happy (:
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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

It's not that difficult to love. »

And I find myself compelled to agree.

Love isn’t as complicated as we make it out to be. It’s the most simple, most elemental, most pure, most beautiful feeling, emotion, thingamajig, whatever you want to call it that beats in our hearts. Unfortunately, it’s also the most intangible sentiment. We can’t quantify it. Your ‘I love you so much’ could be so much less than my ‘I love you so much’ and there’s no way to prove who loves who more and therein lies the whole fucking problem. We’re never happy with how we’re loved. We complicate things. We make things difficult. We expect too much. We receive too little. We can’t accept that so we prod and push and ask for more and when we don’t get what we want, we question their love and affection because they don’t love us the way we love them. They don’t love us the way we were told they should. They don’t love us the way we want to be loved and we don’t believe anymore. We lose faith. We allow ourselves to be consumed by hatred, by anger, by desire, by greed, by anxiety, by insecurity and we give up even before we try. It really isn’t all that difficult to love. We just have to love unconditionally, love selflessly, love altruistically, love acceptingly. We just have to love them the way we can, the way we know how and allow them to love us the way they can, the way they know how. We just have to love loving them and love them loving us.


-eletheowl




And this is why, he makes me happy just as I am now. It's so much more simple, so much more 'like-the-past'.

I just hope it stays this way :D

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Monday, November 1, 2010

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