Block, unblock

I keep my phone close to me in hope I would receive your msg. I stay online in hope you would initiate a convo. But it's nothing but pure hope.I no longer know what I should do to mend the gap I have created.
3 months or 3 days? I no longer know if I can get past every night. Horrible scenarios haunt my sleep, the tears won't stop falling. Oh god, please tell me where I should go from here.

if you ever read this, drop me a msg or a call
i miss you too much


I'm swearing off relationships after this episode is over. It's too much for me to handle