Tumble blocks

Daddy said I shouldn't do it if I'm not willing.
Best partner says I should learn to say no.
Loser says to be harsh.
You know I'm tired of this, please leave me alone. If I had known I'll have to undergo such irritance and distraught, I would not have started on it. I've nv wanted to in the first place. I'm sorry, I'm not as noble as I seem to be.

I'm too weak. Too insecure. Too sticky. For my own happiness. If I had known, I wouldn't have let all these happen. I ruined my smile with my own hands. I'm sorry